Well... yeah. I just haven't been too active in the past year. Goddamn school and life and everything. I have a boyfriend, so that's nice at least.
I'm attending to the 3rd silversmith school. The first one literally at the year opening event announced that "nope, we can't continue to teach ya'll shitters and it's all your fault". I was stupid sadly and when I was looking for schools I choose this one only because where it was, I didn't check the reputation and guess what, it sucked ass. Our 2 teachers got us accepted to a very "prestigious" school, but they train robots, not artists. Our teachers are very old, 1 of them is very sick and they just can't adopt to new systems and this school has very strict rules. Also they can't teach, like their idea of teaching is "make a bowl". No specifications, no restrictions, no nothing. And it takes weeks to design something if you have no idea what the hell you can make. Also we were learning completely useless shit. Like, who the fuck need a bowl out of copper. Because we learning silversmithing which is basically about cups and plates and bowls. Nothing about jewelry and such. It was a horrible place to go. The students and teachers from that school basically treated us as fucking losers, we know shit and we broke tools and steal stuff from the workshop. They tried to hate us out of that place. I was the only one who left the class at midyear and I regret nothing. Sadly this school only had free space in the first year, so I won't be graduating this year.
Anyway, working with silver is fucking scary. Like, I don't care if I screw up copper shits. I'm having some private class at a goldsmiths workshop, she just gave me silver like 2 weeks ago the first time and I'm so scared to work with it, shit is expensive. I will eventually upload some more works but I don't really have that many stuff sadly. Also they are ugly and shitty.
There are a lot of bad shits going on with my mom's work. Everything in my life basically making me so stressed out, I physically get sick of it. I'm feeling kinda okay now after spending a few days with boyfriend. It's the only way to calm the fuck down a little.
So yeah, alive, maybe. I will eventually become active here or just move to somewhere else, DA just feels kinda shitty place. I got 20k pageviews so that's still something, but eh.
Life is eh.